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Hindsight

by Zach Silva

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1.
Intro 00:22
Dada dum Dada dum Ooo ooo Wa ooo ooo Wa ooo ooo
2.
Too Long 02:33
Dear it's been too long Since we last spoke Think of these words as a poke A gentle reminder I'm still around Waiting for you like a clown 'Cause I've tried to give you my heart Still even though you won't take it It won't do And that's fine Here I'll be Safe in my home Don't mind me I don't need you The things I tell myself While I'm alone Comfort me like a lost home 'Cause knowing you don't care Hurts so much more Than accepting a truth I can't bare 'Cause I've tried to give you my heart Still even though you won't take it It won't do And that's fine Here I'll be Safe in my home Don't mind me Though I still need you (Instrumental bridge) (Melodica solo) 'Cause I've tried to give you my heart Still even though you won't take it It won't do And that's fine Here I'll be Safe in my home Don't mind me I'll stay alone
3.
Gigi 03:01
Gigi Are you confused? Mom and dad are gone Neglected and abused Oh Gigi Could you express? Your anger and sadness Under such duress? Now you're old enough To hold yourself Cycle break Don't let those same Patterns take You down As they did them Gigi Now you're alone Look outside to make sure Nobody's home Gigi Protect yourself No man be an island but think of your health Gigi Hold on Hold onto the good that begot your dawn Gigi Try to forget Forget words used to wound In stone you're not set Gigi Are you confused? Gigi Are you confused? Gigi Are you confused? Gigi Are you confused?
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Thinkin' 02:02
Thinkin' About what we could be Could your love be true? Would I be true to you? Only one way to know Living Inside a fantasy Dreaming of what was And all that could be ours But I'm still stuck here (solo) Thinkin' About what we could be Could your love be true? Would I be true to you? Only one way to know Thinkin' Thinkin' Thinkin' Thinkin'
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Moo (etc.)
6.
But For Now 02:54
I’ve tried and I’ve failed To be A lover here, just what you need From me Chorus: But for now I'll stay alone I'm no good but on my own Cause my heart Needs to mend I’ll go Until we meet again Interlude: Could you understand? The thoughts trapped my head Would lend an ear? When I'm mute from fear? Could your arms hold me tight Through the pain and the strife? If you're willing to try So am I We’ll cast aside loves from the past With a sigh But for now I'll stay alone I'm no good but on my own Now my heart Needs time to mend I’ll go Until we meet again I’m here Should you so need a friend Our love Would never meet the (end) (vocal harmony break) Don't worry hold on and see (repeat coda)
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Stowaway 03:08
Since we last spoke I've been doin' fine Drifting out and straying From you Now I've spent my time in a Pale drink But skies are clear So I'll tell you what I think You weren't Exactly fair And my responses Were guilty of their share But now I'm certain There was never room for me You had a stowaway in your heart So sad that we should have to Drift apart You had a stowaway in your heart Siren calls took wing That tune, I heard you sing A child's song Rehearsed and tuned Presenting an image of Frailty To scuttle in To my chagrin And sink So you weren't Exactly fair And my responses Were guilty of their share But now I'm certain There was never room for me You had a stowaway in your heart So sad that we should have to Drift apart You had a stowaway in your heart Siren calls took wing That tune, I heard you sing Na na na na Na na na na na na Na na na na Na na na na na na I wrote one too Many songs about you I wrote one too Many songs about you
8.
I don't believe a word They say No I don't believe a word I've heard what they all say About our love and how we play And how we're just too young to know Anger and jealousy Go hand in hand with cuddling But your love has so much more to show Lovers bound to strict ideals of the past Their love failed, so how 'bout We make our own path? So I don't believe a word They say No I don't believe a word And don't you believe they say No I don't believe a word (Guitar solo) Lovers bound to strict ideals of the past Their love failed, so how 'bout We make our own path? So I don't believe a word They say No I don't believe a word And don't you believe they say No I don't believe a word
9.
Play Things 02:45
Time goes on Love is gone Does she think of Of the way she lied? Feeling low Where to go? Who will I be In a few days time I... Want you to know I'm not mad anymore But you really did me in And I'm not afraid To love anyone But I'm afraid of loving you Your love was plainly just untrue Woe is me Time has passed I'm still here Holding myself Together with twine Play Things rust Under moons Gone so pale I'm a shell Of what I once was Can I return To a better man? To a better place?
10.
Chat 00:28
Should you need to call and chat Don't wait Just phone You already know my name A brief update I won't bemoan Know I've opened the line So call if you need to I'll make the time If you should so need to Chat
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Maybe 02:17
Maybe I was just too naive to understand Maybe I played the fool who trusted too early Fell victim to your sick plan As those dark clouds Gathered on high I bid adieu, my love we're through And yet from time to time my thoughts drift back to You What never could be A lovely little lie I lie awake and wonder Maybe Maybe Maybe amidst another time; another place Maybe the very thought of you wouldn't leave a pained expression on my face As those dark clouds Gathered on high I bid adieu, my love we're through And yet from time to time my thoughts drift back to You What never could be A lovely little lie I lie awake and wonder Maybe Maybe Maybe Maybe Maybe

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Some of the songs I wrote in 2020.
Some silly, some serious, some sad.
That's life, I guess.

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released February 13, 2021

All songs were arranged, performed, produced, and written by Zachary Silva

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Zach Silva Covina, California

Self-taught Indigenous solo artist.

A Django-loving jongleur; an Antonio Carlos Jobim adoring-arranger; a uh, Brian Wilson... boy.

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